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A Letter To No One In Particular

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I should have realised it earlier, when you did all you could to make me feel like a third wheel. If you don't like me, then don't. I am who I am, flaws and all, and I can't help that. Nor will I apologise for it. I obsess sometimes, because I can't do things by halves. I self depricate because I am (have been suicidally) depressed. I wonder what others think of me because I'm neurotic. Sometimes I talk too much because I think if I stop, people will realise how much they hate me, and if i distract them, they won't leave. I won't apologise for who I am. If you say you're my friend and you actually dislike me, or you're too lazy/cowardly to just defriend me, than shame on you. I don't want false friends, even if that leaves me with very few people to talk to. When I say I'm your friend, I really meant it. Sincerely and wholeheartedly.

So thank you for not telling me that I annoy you, so I would be ignorant of your dislike and so I could feel a fool when I found out about it.
A drabble based on my day, as much fact as it is fiction. It is NOT directed at anyone in particular, and it is not intended to cause offence. I am aware of how emo it sounds, so no comments on that please. (This is just an excuse to try out the new submissions system)
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zamboomafu's avatar
lawl yeah, I don't like to tell people they're annoying... That only proves how nice I am when I say that.

...But there are some times when people have got to learn to make friends and be around others without bothering them.